Musings of a Divorcee

Stories I Didn't Intend to Tell & Letters I Never Sent


Parenting

  • Mommy’s Got Feelings Too

    That night you woke up, afraid,  looking for the comfort of your dad. He wasn’t there, and wouldn’t be for night terrors.  You cried, twice the tears.  I held you tight,  rocked you back to sleep.  Afterwards, I lay alone, in my room. Crying tears for your pain and mine.  Darkness, the only thing embracing Continue reading

  • Relics

    Tonight, I walked through the apartment, attempting to put O— to sleep. The the only light, the glow of the streetlights creeping in through curtains not fully closed. I took inventory of the place – a dizzying mess. So much evidence of children, and disconnect. One day, I thought, he won’t actually live here, sharing Continue reading